I find that when I get into a daily routine and sleep everynight so that things are going well, I become very very deppressed-suicidal. At the same time I'm very unhappy with my mismanagement of my current circumstances. Getting the laudry done in a timely way and put away as well as organizing papers and dealing with apointments and other issues that involve deadlines is very very hard to do. I tend to aviod getting documents that I need ready to go for apointments, etc. Any tips?